my newest beau.... Ami James. he is this guy from a reality tv show... Miami ink..... he is a tattoo artist. damn cool right???

i want my next bf to have tattoo. no tattoo??? not qualified to be Miss Lim's bf....


Btw.... i will be Lin Lao Shi or Miss Lim for the next 5 wks!!! woohooo....

life still goes on...

我的老公！！ 超帅的！！！

sleepy and it's only 8.28pm. all thanks to him (yes, my bf) . he kept calling every 2 hours throughout the nite, till 5.25am. (tat's the last call)

i cant even sleep in peace... i still wan to plan my final sneak out session. i dun fucking care!

my holis will be ending in 7 days.... damn it!!!


ROARS~~~!!!~~~

sometimes he made me feel as if i m his baby princess,
but yet sometimes he made me feel as if i m something worthless.

sometimes he made me feel like he really loves me,
but yet sometimes he made me feel as if his heart is somewhere else.

sometimes he made me feel as if i could hold his hand for the rest of my life,
but yet sometimes he made me feel as if we have reached the end.

"When You're Gone"

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

During one of our "on regular basis" quarrels:

him : “原来爱就是和别的男人拥抱”

me: “爱是在friendster偷偷msg别的女人”

him: “爱是和别的男人约会。。。”


blah blah blah and so on.....


(after we made up)

me: “我知道什么是爱了”

him: ??????

me: “爱是--- 虽然被彼此伤害了那么深，但还是坚持要在一起。”



hais.......

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's okay,
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there

If I were grey, would you still think of me?
And wish that you could hold me now,
Would you die for me?
Would you run with me?
All away…

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be there,
to kiss my pain away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be there,
to kiss my pain away?

Would you be there…for me…


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bu xiang ku. zhen de bu xiang ku.



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so many things on my mind....................................... too many for me to put them down in words.

he broke my heart, but u juz fixed mine.