taking the leap of faith

Feeling fucking messed up.

School term is ending in less den 2 weeks n Year 2011 is ending in less den 2 mths. things havent been going well and i seriously screwed things up badly at work.

all i can do is "admit mistake. apologise. accept the consequences."



at times like this, i wonder what you would say to me if u are here by my side? would u lend me ur shoulder to cry on? or would u give me a hug, whispering into my ears that eveything would be alright? or maybe a stern lecture, guiding me to be more responsible in future?

e sweetest words they may be....but some things are better left unsaid.

for once, can i be taken seriously?