#Innocence

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great!
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away,
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away,
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to
innocence is brilliant, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

Xmas 2008. this is my first time spending christmas with lyn and it was great! i had dinner with Dearie at Gyu Kaku Japanese Restaurant before meeting them at Kbox. how i wish i wouldn't have to leave so early. anyway, Dearie wasn't in the pictures. think he was busy exchanging "pointers" with lyn's other half.

3 more days to the new year, think i will be counting down with my dearest lyn again tis yr! our second NYE together! since its our last time to drink together in the yr of 2008.

let's cheers!!

my new favourite! Volvo C30... hehes, my dearest Edward is driving this model as well.

opps! i gtg! Edward is waiting downstairs ... =p

这一次，我不想失去了才懂得珍惜。
这一次，我想为你对我的爱，做一些事。


我会更加疼你。
我会更加爱你。


我会学乖。
我会学着多听你的话。


我会学会忍耐。
我会学会包容。
我会学会体谅。



我要做你的女朋友。
我要你做我的男朋友。


我要在你不开心的时候，逗你笑。
我要在你难过的时候，陪在你身边。



是你让我知道，梦也能成真。




我爱你。

Merry Christmas to my Dearest Boyfriend.

# Merry Christmas


i had my xmas eve dinner with Dearie at the japanese restuarant we went last year. i m beginning to love the expensive wagyu beef! even though the dinner was really pricey, but i tink it was worth it. hehe, Dearie and I made a pact to go back there for our xmas dinner every year. =)



tat's me and Dearie. at kbox.




thanks for everything. i love you.



u r indeed a dream came true.

i found comfort when i m with you.
i felt loved when i m with you.
you gave me the joy that no one else can give




you will never understand these feelings.
you will never do.



cause u do not love me the way i love you.



someday u will be willing to make changes for the one u love.


the person just isnt me.

Happy Birthday to you...

8 more days to Christmas.


do u remember where you were/what u did for Xmas 2007?

i bought 2 pairs of heels today for less den $50/-!!!!

this is the first pair.

this is the 2nd pair. i tink they look kinda similar....

P.S. i paid my school fees today, i m offically broke!!!

it was our 1 year anniversary ytd.


13th Dec 2008.



i m glad we made it this far... and i will continue to give my all to make this r/ship work.




i love you Dearie.



thanks for making me the happiest woman on Earth. =)

smile =)

you are my angel

i just woke up from a dream.



i dreamt that we were apart. i dreamt that i lost you.




i dun ever want to lose you.



i want to be with you...






i want to be with you forever.



can we?

# Wedding Vows

to be your faithful partner in sickness and in health,
in good times and in bad,
and in joy as well as in sorrow.
I promise to love you unconditionally,
to support you in your goals,
to honor and respect you,
to laugh with you and cry with you,
and to cherish you for as long as we both shall live.



this is one promise that is not meant to be broken.

i will not exchange anything in this world for you.



seriously i have no idea what's wrong with me. maybe i am an idiot or some ignorant fool. my brain seems to be corrupted with pure selfishness.



all i can feel is pain and more pain. the tears kept flowing and probably they will never stop.



without you by my side, i wonder if my smiles will ever be genuine.


if only i can touch you now, probably the sight of you will be able to ease some pain. i will hold you tight in my arms, i will tell u how much i love you, i will lay in ur arms and feel ur warmth.


i miss you so much. it's a torture to not being able to be with you.




baby, i m so scare.


will tomorrow ever come?

i miss you.




i miss you so much my dear.

# the start of the end


2008 will end in about 30 days. i looked back at this year blog's entries and realised almost 3/4 of them were about Dearie. well, time to blog something about myself.



i am offically a working adult now, going to be a part time UniSim student in Jan 2009. i am going to be financially tight for the next 4 years. hais, no more good food, no more shopping spree, no more taking of cabs until i graduate.

well, dun tink i will have to shop anyway. my schedule will be school, tuition, school, home, sleep. i will reserve my Saturday for Dearie of coz.


i always believe that physical bonding (i dun mean sex) is very impt for a r/ship to work. talking on the fone, smsing are not enough. that's why, i never believe in long-dist relationship. 2 persons have to spend time together. it doesn't have to be going out on dates, watch movie etc. just being in the same room/house, doing separate things can be considered as spending time together.




hais.


with my busy schedule, i think it's quite hard for me to get married.



OH NO!!!!


*horrified look*