What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
i'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do





have u ever thought about the future? ............what do u see?

elbaresim

# a song for u

#13-09-09


it's our 21st month anniversary today.

went to this Jap Ala carte buffet restaurant at UE Square with my parents ( called Minori i tink ), anyway the food ain't that fantastic. Miramir is still the best so far. oh ya, Mum gave us a treat! actually it's an early birthday treat coz they wun be around on my birthday. ( they are going for a short holis =( )



went to Dearie's mentor's place for dinner on Saturday. Salted egg crab is nice lo... i would love to eat that dish again. i really love his mentor's kids, both boys. age 4 and 2.

i prefer the older boy. anyway, he's super cute lo! he called me Jiejie Pretty coz he couldn't remember my name and Dearie tried to make him call me Auntie but he refused to. hahaha, kids don't lie lo! at least i dun tink he is capable of sweet talking at the age of 4.

i love boys! hopefully i will have one of my own in future.




i tink muz start goggling for some special recipes for conceiving boys! =p

25 more days to my 26th birthday! omg!!! i am already in my late twenties!!


my 25th birthday was a peaceful one, with all my friends and my dearest Hubby.




kinda not looking forward to my birthday this year. dun even feel like having any major celebration. hais, i guess i'm really getting old!



boooo!!