# Eve of New Year's Eve


its the time to summarise the ups and downs that happened to me in 2007 and not forgetting to make new year resolution for 2008.i hope that 2008 will be a better year for all my love ones, {my parents, my sister, my bestie(TRN), lynn, wen, yun and all my frens. }


watched "I m Legend" with Dearie ytd, i wouldnt have want to catch it if nt for the leading actor Will Smith. really disappointing. anyway, Dearie mentioned abt dunno what predictions .... i can only remember the part on the end of the world will be 2012 Dec 21th.


Dearie, if this is true. i want to spend the remaining 4 yrs of my life to love you, to dote on you, to make you smile, to support you in whatever things u do. i may not be the prettiest gal, i may not be the smartest gal and i m definately not the richest gal. but i will give my all to make u the happiest man.







hand in hand, we will start the new year together.

# To my Dearie...


Dear Dear,

you were in my mind for the whole of last night. that's nothing i can do without thinking of you, really miss you alot. i want to run up to you and hold u tight in my arms.

hope to see you tonite.

From,
Your Dearie.









Fate created you and i......

# Camwhoring in the toilet


i got really bored after waitin quite awhile for my god-sis. so... i tried to take some pictures of myself. first try, and i failed. face blocked by my hp

2nd try and still failed. eyes looking elsewhere.

3rd try. finally my eyes are lookin at the right direction.

just in case u guys were wondering whether i went for shopping spree again. well, the takashimaya shopping bag belongs to my god-sis. i am too broke to shop anymore. bonus almost all gone after buyin of new hp, gave parents some of it, buyin of dresses, heels, bag etc and preparation for xmas, Dearie's xmas pressie, xmas dinner, bills and stuff.

# Christmas Dinner

tat's mum's Spicy Chicken

i had my usual Carbonara

Dad had Spicy Crayfish but i accidentally removed it from my hp.

had dinner at Pasta Mania with my parents for our Christmas Dinner. wanted to go Swenson, but the place was too crowded. so we had no choice but to settle for Pasta Mania, coz i dun really wan to have sushi, thai or chinese food on Christmas Day.

the food aint that bad, but it's super filling i tink. i can never finish my carbonara, prob it's the sauce that made it filling. well, i love having dinner with my parents. its a time for us to sit down and spent some time together... mum would talk abt her work, colleagues and some probs we are facing now due to my uncle's condition. whereas dad will do the listening, i tink i inherited my "listening ear" from him. as for me, sometimes i will talk abt sch, my tuition kids and my frens. mum would ask abt RN and even lynn, wen and yun at times. i havent touch on the topic on Dearie, too early i think. but i tink she knows i am seeing someone now. heehees =)

the dinner would be perfect if my sis had joined us. but i m sure my wish will come true someday.

i had a wonderful Christmas this year. simple but heart-warming. i love you Papa, and i love you too Mummy.

Dearie is feeling unwell. get more rest k...

# Christmas Eve

the wagyu beef

had dinner with Dearie at Gyu Kaku Japanese BBQ Restaurant. its located at UE Square. the food there really wasnt cheap, kinda pricy i tink. but i guess thats the price to pay in order to get good food. well, i m not used to fine dining or spending more den $150/- for a meal for 2. anyway, it's the company that counts. as long as Dearie likes it, i tink the price is worth everything.

that's us... at Movida. ( i noe the pic was really taken badly, all thanks to my fone)

my Christmas pressie from Dearie! Nintendo DS lite. i have already started playing it... and i love it! thanks Dear...

and this is Mr Elmo given to me by Sim may... cute rite?

Dearie, thanks for spending the wonderful nite with me.

i dun understand why two persons can do what couples do... when they are not a couple

# Honeydew Sago Dessert

Step 1: Soak the sago for 30mins

Step 2: Blend the honeydew

Step 3: Boil the sago until it turns transparent

Step 4: Mix the sago, coconut milk and the honeydrew juice together

Step 5: Add sugar syrup to taste

My masterpiece: Honeydew Sago Dessert

i dun really like honeydew sago, so have to wait for mum to get home in order to noe if it tastes ok. scalded my finger, measuring cup dropped on my nose... haha, i m so clumpsy.

Dearie, this is my first trial. i will let u try it when i m better at it ok?

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Happy Birthday Des.

i have my past. i am sure that applies to everyone, including you. as much as i hated who i was before. but if i hadn't gone through that phrase of life, i probably would have never known u. maybe we will still meet one way or another. maybe. but maybe we would never have met.



Love is wanting to give my best for him.
Love is wanting to spend each and every moment with him.
Love is wanting to wake up with him besides me.
Love is wanting to sleep in his arms every night.
Love is when each thought of him makes me smile.
Love is when his hand reached out for mine, my heart melts.
Love is when i realised i would never want to wake up from this beautiful dream.



Dearie, i am really thankful that u took one step closer. one step closer to know me better. one step closer for me to know u better. one step closer for us to have a chance to be together.

# Pre-Christmas Pressie

i shall not reveal what's inside the box... heehees, it's Pre-Xmas Pressie for Dearie. i hope he likes it.

went shopping with sm today... my legs were really sore after all the walking. bought quite a few stuff and my wallet is really BURNT! but i m a happy gal after all the money spent coz i've finally bought Dearie's x'mas pressie!

# Beautiful Dream


what do u do when u wake up to realise everything is just a beautiful dream?




i havent felt it aching ever since we met. i havent felt anything less den happiness ever since ur hand reached for mine. i havent shed a single tear ever since all these happened.

but tonight, they came back. all at once.






If you take me straight to heaven
I could never fall
'Cos loving you is what I'm made for
I'd gladly give my all and all
It doesn't matter where I am
As long as I'm with you

# First Movie 15th Dec 2007

our first movie together The Heartbreak Kid. i like the movie, it's funny... most imptly, i enjoyed the company.

# Happy Birthday to My Dearest Sis!


Happy Birthday to my dearest jiejie... it's my elder sis' bd tmrw. hope to meet up for dinner with her soon.

i really miss you, jie.


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Dearie is clubbing at Movida tonite.

he sensed my unhappiness... i did a bad job to hide it. i m not exactly unhappy abt him going club la, i know he aint those kind who will try to know girls at clubs. and he havent been clubbing with them for 2 wks! (he used to club almost every friday). i dunno.

dun worry, i will get over it soon. in the meantime, i will watch some tv programmes while i wait for him to get home.


i miss you.

# The day to remember 13th Dec 2007

i am going to be a fat pig soon.... coz one is suppose to gain weight when he/she is indulging in happiness rite? well, that's what i heard anyway.



" That kiss. That moment when you become hazy, the only thing u focus is you and him. And u realise that he is the only person that u r suppose to kiss for the rest of your life. That moment you get this amazing gift where you want to laugh and u also want to cry. Cause u feel so lucky that u had found that kiss and so scare that it will go away at the same time. "






Dearie, i hope this will be the start for us......

# Preparation for Christmas


Shopping list:

1) new dress ------- done

2) shoes to match new dress ------- done

3) new undergarments ------- done

4) accessaries to match new dress ------- done

5) pressie for gift exchange ------- decided on and will be gettin it next week

6) reservation for restuarant ------- ????????????????????


........ because......., i dun even noe if we will be spending christmas together.

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i tink Enchanted isn't screening at the popular time slots anymore. i guess i will wait for the DVD den.

i m not a clubber. well, at least i m not one anymore.


have u even realise that some of the fridays i was there.... the reason i m there was because i want to see you. do u know that those fridays were the only time i get to spend time with you? i was no hardcore clubber, not even then.


i m not a crazy gal. well, maybe i m juz a gal crazily in love with you.

# Horoscope for the Day

The time to play conservatively is over -- you must act, and act boldly, right now.
Look for promising signs of progress in one of your newer relationships (either romantic or professional) today. You are finally getting some traction. Your charm is all you need to seal the deal, so unleash it without any limits. The time to play conservatively is over. Now you must act, and act boldly. Just like when you go fishing, when you feel that tug on the line, let them nibble a bit before you hook them and reel them in. Let them take the decisive bite.





so many thoughts bombarding my mind all at once. i wouldnt care if i dun care.

Because of you, i am smiling again.

i have no idea where this path will lead us to...


exchanging of misses for each other, tokin on the fone b4 going to bed... this is happiness to me.




u noe, this is really happiness to me.

# Surprise Dinner


hais, i didn't know it is so difficult to surprise someone with dinner. thoughts like "will i be disturbing him?" or "will i break his momentum at work" or "maybe he will not like such a surprise" or "maybe he wun like the food that i bought" or "maybe he doesn't even wan to c me at all" kept appearing in my mind

told u i m NOT GD at giving surprises.

haha, i loitered ard the area for 15mins wondering if i should juz go back home. finally i pluck up the courage to let him noe that i m there after some pushing from TRN (actually it's lots of pushing)

i guess it all went well. at least, i am really happy to see him, even though it only lasted for 5 mins) 5 mins of sweetness, 5 mins of happiness.....



hope u like the Teriyaki chicken burger and corn soup. i will complete it with fries and prawn fritters the next time round.

=)

i don't think u knew the person that i mentioned was actually you.






你不是我，你又怎么知道我在想什么。

i had a funny dream last nite.

i dreamt that Club Momo is closing down ( it's already changed to Velvet Dragon and now to Plush). anyway, i dreamt that it's their final friday nite there. so we decided to meet up and go there for one last time.
(we = myself, lynn, xuan, Mr Gingerbread man and his boyfriend)

we had lots of fun in my dream, drinkin booze and all those crazy dancing. come to tink of it, it's been a long while since i last club. call me a mountain tortoise, i havent even been to Dragonfly lo. ANGRY!!!

my dear lyn, can we go Dragonfly someday??? but hor, before we planned my "excursion" to Dragonfly, tink i need a new clubbing top.

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these 2 guys can sing VERY WELL, really very well. 赖铭伟 and 萧敬腾。but i prefer the one singing 口是心非。。。 i tink 赖铭伟 is cute!!!

Yuming, 我支持你！！！！

# Boring Sunday Afternoon

sooo..... i decided to dress up and took some pictures of myself. abit boliao i noe, but who cares?

"To Be With You"

Hold on little girl
show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
when it's true, it's true

Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

[CHORUS:]
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

[CHORUS]
Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
and I can make you start to smile

# Chef Lim on duty


Step 1: Defrost the chicken

Step 2: Boil the chicken

Step 3: Use the chicken stock to cook the rice

Step 4: After the chicken's cooked, chilled it in ice water

Step 5: Time to chop up the chicken ( i've never done it b4, bless me)

Final Product: (the chicken rice's done, can u smell it??)

may i present to you, homecooked chicken rice done by Chef Lim

dinner's ready! hope my parents won't mind the ugly chopped up chicken. i really had a hard time chopping the chicken. i m damn shag now... gonna bathe and enjoy my masterpiece.

dun drool wor!!