My Birthday WishList

1) Anna Sui Wish (Perfume)
2) Watch (i want those wif strap de)
3) A bag ( this option is taken! yippee!!!)
4) anything pinkish or with blings blings



that's abt it...

i miss you.

# Pre-Teacher's Day

i love this card! pretty pretty! =)

Shoe Photo Frame. Kawaii!

i love handmade cards!

Pressies i received today. i have yet to open them.

Red pens! YES!!! i need tons of red pens.

Chocolate given to me by one of my tuition kids. Very nice and i m sure it's quite ex.

Teacher's Day Dedication Board. ( i was the one who did the board up, hmmmnn... i tot it's Teacher's Day?)

maybe God should create a world without love.
probably there will be peace.

maybe God should create a place without faith.
probably there will be truth.

maybe God doesn't exist.
that's why he has taken over.

it's a fucked up world, with fucked up people... including a fucked up me.






truly disappointed with myself.

# Rainy Sunday



i bought 2 Nike Golf Polo T-shirts for him. hope they fit well....

n i bought this pillow to put in our car... cute??

i wanted to buy this cushion cover... but well, i dun think he will allow me to put it in the car. *pending*

i hate the weather today, dull and groomy. feelin kinda moody after my terrible nightmare ytd. i woke up in shock, wif tears streaming... unable to go back sleep after that.

no queue, no reservation made...

we managed to get the 3G iphone at Com Centre within 20 minutes. tat's his new phone btw, i m never a fan of the famous iphone.

our beautiful Mitsubishi Colt Version R! i shall take more pictures of it soon!!!!!

=)

have you ever wondered how does it feels like to spend the rest of your life with someone?

i did.



and to be truthful, i think it's really sweet. but at the same time, it scares me.



regardless of everything,



i miss you.




i really miss you so

our baby is finally hereeeee!!!!!




and guess wat? he really kept his promise and made me the first passenger. wheeee!




i m the happiest woman on Earth now. =)

# tough question

Student: " teacher, why u never cut ur fingernails? "

Me: hmmmmm (stunned)

# network down


been having prob with my internet connection. i can only log on to MSN, nothing else. ( i am using my school's comp to blog.)




have the sudden urge to blog. blog abt my life, blog abt school, blog abt anything and everything.





i miss you


and my gut feeling tells me to go for it, try my best to work things out. and it tells me to be there for you, support you, love you.

coz it tells me that u still love me so.

i miss you already.

# i wan to be a MAN!!!



my cramp was so bad today... ...

firstly, it woke me up from my sleep and left me whining in pain for the rest of the night.

secondly, i had to take tons of painkiller in order to get through the morning. (i m on duty for the PSLE Oral, can't afford to make any mistake)


and the number of painkillers i took was so much, i fell asleep in the staff room!



i m surprised to be still alive, shld be dead due to overdose of painkillers.





i tink we are getting better. i m not sure. but i tink we are. with the arrival of OUR car, i tink this baby might help to bring us closer. shopping for car accessories, driving ard Singapore, washing the car on wkends... ...

=)

"I'm still working, too many problems. Go hm ard 2plus"


this seems like any other ordinary sms. but for him to msg me w/o me msging him first...... it actually meant tat despite his heavy workload, even if it's only for a few second, i was on his mind.




melts.


it's always the small things tat matter the most.

# Of the finest things in life...... dining wif my parents

Stir-fried deer meat

Fried rice wif bacon bits

this is some boiled papaya soup. i dun really like the sweet taste.

8 treasure soup (Ba Bao Tang)

this is mine! Si Chuan Suan La Tang.

Kan Bian Si Ji Tou. one of my all time favourites.

brought my parents out for dinner today.

it's the simple things that bring joy to life.

and that's what i need now.

i kinda miss my weekly rountine --- having Mac Big Breakfast on every Sunday morning.

# National Day Celebration

everyone was waiting patiently for the ceremony to start... errmm, i mean quite patiently. coz some of the kids juz couldn't keep still.

this boy in red polo t-shirt is one of my favourite. he is really cute and helpful. but can be quite playful at times. haha, he was awared that i am taking photos coz he saw me holding up my fone. in conclusion, i m pretty sure he did the pose for me. =p

i din manage to take anymore pics coz i was too busy running ard wif my class for the lower pri games day.

i am dead bead after the long day... Ciaos!

好想再任性一次。
好想再疯狂一次。


陶醉在吵闹的音乐中，任酒精麻醉。


好想再自私一次。
好想再装傻一次。


陶醉在幻想的梦境里，任一切淹没。

fuck the world!

i hate mondays!








i miss you.


yes, i miss you.

Rockwell
Cuts like a knife

You touched my life
with a softness in the night
my wish was your command
until you ran
out of love

I tell my self
I'm free
got the change of living just for me
no need to carry on
now that you're gone

Knife
cuts like a knife
how will I ever heal
I'm so deeply wounded
knife
cuts like a knife
you cut away the heart of my life

When I pretend when I smile
to fool my dearest friends
I wonder if they know
it's just a show

I'm on a stage day or night
through my charades
but how can I disguise
what's in my eyes

Oh oh oh oh oh ...
I try and try locking up
the pain I feel inside
the pain of wanting you
wanting you